Unknowing

Every day is a new day but a new day that is microscopic when compared to the infinite loop of time. Lately, everything is unknown to me since I feel like everything is out of my control. The only thing that is suppose to be in my control is me. Right now, I know I can control my actions but I can’t control my emotions.

The emotions that consume me are the deal breakers for me every day. I used to be able to prevent tears from streaming down my face when I felt sad or hurt but not anymore. A simple comment or a simple misunderstanding cripples me to the point where I have a constant feeling of heartbreak. It is a feeling I can barely describe but I know it is real due to the internal pain that it causes.